by Wout de Natris
© WoNo magazine 2014
With Jonathan, Ca. Long Conversation
released a fine new album last year. After our favourable review WoNo Magazine
got into contact with singer and songwriter Olaf Caarls. Here’s our interview
with him
How would you like to
introduce yourself/the band?
Two of my favorite
quotes are 1) “I’m just a human being with a lot of shit on my heart” (Jack
Kerouac); and 2) “We were boys, but nice boys” (Nescio). I guess that’s the
best introduction I can give you right now.
Long Conversations in
not an average band name. Is there an idea behind it?
In part it’s a very
vain, and futile, attempt to counter the shortening attention span of a lot of
people. I mean, you should google “long conversations” (I do…), and then check
people’s Twitter timelines, for example. I think it’s hilarious that people
would post “I love having long conversations” on Twitter. The irony of that is
just unbearably funny to me.
But it comes from a line
I once wrote: “Life is a long conversation with a stranger on a train” --
because it is; it’s interesting and funny and weird and wonderful, and
uncomfortable, and petrifying, and tedious -- but the main thing is: you can’t
fucking escape. There’s no way out. I mean, you could jump out of the train,
but I’m not crazy enough to do that.
With Jonathan, Ca. the
band’s name was shortened to Long Conversations. What happened to the Closet
Orchestra?
They were conceived as a
backing band that didn’t exist -- when I played solo shows -- but now they’ve
materialized, so I dropped it.
The title of the album
is Jonathan, Ca. What is your relationship with or the inspiration behind this
town in California?
Ehm, I don’t know. Once
I was driving through California and saw a trailer park with a confederate flag
waving. Later I went back on Google Maps to find it, but I couldn’t, so I just
made it up. It’s a nice place. It’s small, isolated from the world, and you can
fill it with a bunch of characters. There are a few songs that didn’t make the
cut with regards to the album, but they [the characters] all exist in my mind,
living there, going to church, just hanging out. I guess inventing this town
allowed me to fill it with the people and memories of my choosing. I liked
that.
Where the title song is
a personal song, Jonathan, the album title refers to the town Jonathan. Hence
the difference in the two titles?
I just didn’t feel like
making the story “perfect”, if you know what I mean. One refers to a person,
the other to a town. There’s not much more to it than that. I mean, I wrote the
song first, and then when I had to come up with a name for the town I just
really liked the sound of “Jonathan”. It’s a good name.
Some of the songs on
Jonathan, Ca. are nearly bare, singer-songwriter while other songs have a full
band sound. When do you know a song is as good as it gets in its final form?
You don’t. Or I don’t,
anyway. They’re just interpretations of the songs. I know what feels good to
me, but if we recorded the album today it would be radically different, I
think. Do you know that famous concert Dylan did that was supposed to be at the
Royal Albert Hall -- the recording I mean, which is actually in Manchester, I
think. Anyway, they’re booing him, and he tried to calm them down saying “it’s
a folk song, it’s a folk song” -- and then launches into some rock version of
Ballad of a Thin Man, I think. But it is a folk song.
It’s like Jeff Tweedy
said: everything’s a folk song at the core. Whatever you do with it afterwards
depends on your mood, or the musicians playing, or the listener/audience, or
the time of day. Lyrically I’m much more likely to have a moment where I think
“Okay that’s it, I’m done, that’s what I want to say”, but musically, I don’t
really care. It just keeps changing and that’s fine. It’s exciting.
Musically your songs do
not necessarily follow the classic verse-chorus-verse pattern. Instead they
follow a pattern around a chord progression. Do you try to weave a mood around
your listeners and capture them that way?
I never consciously
decided not to write in a standard pattern or whatever. But yeah I am
interested in communicating a feeling or emotion, or “mood”, if you will.
That’s the main goal, the means can differ with each song.
In my review I mentioned
some names that seem influences to the album. What are your main influences?
Wilco, Okkervil River,
Ryan Adams, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, Spinvis, Neil Young, Bob Dylan, Velvet
Underground, Yo La Tengo, oh and Death Cab for Cutie, obviously. But that’s
just me, though. The other guys in the band listen to all kinds of different
things. Like Jazz, or Post-Rock or whatever it’s called.
We built a fire starts
with a long audio clip of a speech about the U.S. going to war against Germany.
Where did you find it and is there a message behind putting this on the album,
as it rather contrast with the lyrics?
First, I don’t think it
contrasts with the lyrics at all. I mean, it does, but that’s the point right?
“Contrast and compare”? Like, if there’s a message I’m trying to get across in
that song it’s that people make different choices based on the same
information, and that’s what that clip is about.
I think it adds a new
layer to whatever is happening in the song.
Plus it’s hilarious. And
his diction is great. I just think it sounds fucking cool.
Long Conversations is a
band, but you are the driving force. What is the role of the band members when
making an album?
To be honest, I don’t
really consider myself to be the driving force. I guess I kickstart the whole
thing with writing the songs, but after that it’s really up to them what they
do with it. All I do is sit back and put in my two cents when I want to, plus I
do have this sort of veto when things go in a direction I really don’t like, or
that really doesn’t fit the mood of the song, but that’s about it. And
especially with recording, most of them know a lot more about that sort of
stuff than I do.
The one time I saw Long
Conversations play live, in the Q-Bus in Leiden, things did not exactly go as
one might expect. What is the story behind that evening?
Well, I was playing with
a different guitarist at that time -- and he was so sick he was sort of
hallucinating I think. And I was probably slightly drunk -- or at least
inebriated enough to start a three-time song in 4/4, so… I don’t know. I don’t
even know if people liked our set that evening, but I really liked that vibe.
Like, you fuck up, but that’s okay too. It’s just different, it’s not
necessarily wrong or something. It was the first time I had the feeling a song
was like a furnished room that you walk into, and there’s nothing telling you
you can’t rearrange the furniture, especially when it’s your own room.
In a Different way to
fall you sing: ”Is that what you want?, that is no plan at all, it’s just a
different way to fall”. It sounds like a grave warning to someone. Is it meant
to be?
Yes, I guess. But this
is actually kind of personal so I don’t really want to talk about it, if that’s
okay with you.
Song to my sister to me
seems the most personal song on the album. Is it meant as a song of consolation?
No, I don’t think
there’s any consolation in that song. The title might be misleading. The guy
singing that song really doesn’t care about his sister all that much. He just
wants some idealized past to return and she’s refusing to play along. It’s a
pretty cruel song, really. Not in the least because I just decided to kill off
my father in a song, just because I could.
Although I sort of
sympathize with the sister (and I guess the father, because he’s, you know,
dead), I find it hard to like any of the people in that song.
Some titles of songs
seem very close to you: Jonathan, We built a fire, Song to my sister, while
others overlook vast expanses of space: Best century, Endless fields, Oceans.
Was this divide something conscious?
Yeah I think so. Like I
said, life is strange, you know? So much is happening at the same time, and to
me it’s just magical that all that stuff goes on at the same time. I guess
Oceans is the best example of that for me. It’s like taking three slices of
life, almost at random, and they’re unconnected, but then for you personally,
in order to live your life, you have to make them fit together. So you end up
with this kind of cognitive dissonance that you can’t resolve, all this shit is
happening at the same time, and it doesn’t make any sense, but somehow it’s
connected anyway. Like that guy in Best Century, when he says “this is the best
century I’ve seen in a million years” -- obviously he couldn’t have seen more
than 2 centuries, at best, but somehow, for me, he’s entitled to say that.
Because it is the best century he’s ever seen. Do you know what I mean?
In spite of all this stuff that’s happening around him, all around the world,
so many things that he can’t influence, he just holds on to his own belief. And
he knows that it’s futile, but what the fuck else is he going to do?
What are the plans for
the band in 2014?
Play
shows, world fame.
You can listen to and buy Jonathan, ca. here.
And read the review of Jonathan, Ca. here.